Thicker than blood by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
Thicker than blood
They say blood is thicker than water.
I know love is thicker then blood.
I also know addiction is stronger than love.
but then again, addiction is an obsession and obsession is an addiction.
Well, to me at least they are.
my locked heart by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
my locked heart
My heart is locked, can't you see
And there is only one little key.
I won't tell you where it is because you need to find it,
And only if you love me truly, will you be able to see it.
Broken and lost by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
Broken and lost
I'm broken, can't you see?
Not even you can help me.
I'm empty and lost
shattered and tossed,
Right to the ground.
I'm broken you see.
Dont try to help me.
I'll do it myself and save you the misery.
Don't kick me when i'm down
And I won't Even frown, just shoot me through the heart.
Oh. wait a minute,
You already did...
You broke me
You used me
You screwed me over
I'm empty
I'm lost
I needed help but now you're gone
So kill me please
End my pain
With me blooding on the floor.
Why don't you love me? by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Am I that ugly?
Why don't you love me?
Do I scare you that much?
Why don't you love me?
Am I just unlovable?
Please,
Love me so I can finally say I am loved by someone.
all colors, same differences.. by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
all colors, same differences..
Different faces,
Different races,
All the same inside.
With or without,
Anyones help we will survive
The racism,
The sexism,
The hunger and pain,
All in all we are the SAME!
Thicker than blood by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
Thicker than blood
They say blood is thicker than water.
I know love is thicker then blood.
I also know addiction is stronger than love.
but then again, addiction is an obsession and obsession is an addiction.
Well, to me at least they are.
my locked heart by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
my locked heart
My heart is locked, can't you see
And there is only one little key.
I won't tell you where it is because you need to find it,
And only if you love me truly, will you be able to see it.
Broken and lost by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
Broken and lost
I'm broken, can't you see?
Not even you can help me.
I'm empty and lost
shattered and tossed,
Right to the ground.
I'm broken you see.
Dont try to help me.
I'll do it myself and save you the misery.
Don't kick me when i'm down
And I won't Even frown, just shoot me through the heart.
Oh. wait a minute,
You already did...
You broke me
You used me
You screwed me over
I'm empty
I'm lost
I needed help but now you're gone
So kill me please
End my pain
With me blooding on the floor.
Why don't you love me? by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Am I that ugly?
Why don't you love me?
Do I scare you that much?
Why don't you love me?
Am I just unlovable?
Please,
Love me so I can finally say I am loved by someone.
all colors, same differences.. by candyapplecherryred, literature
Literature
all colors, same differences..
Different faces,
Different races,
All the same inside.
With or without,
Anyones help we will survive
The racism,
The sexism,
The hunger and pain,
All in all we are the SAME!
Im a flirt and I dont mean to blurt but your bitch sucks dick, as long as its hard she dont pick, just lick lick lick, and yea boy im so slick you could think im sick and im gettin kinda bored Im bout to take out your bitch this dick, then shell die from arsenic while I blaze the Chronic up in Canada no Arctic with a flick of the bic yea im a motherfucking lunatic.
Always fucked up in the head chillin in bed dont wanna catch no hot lead seein all this red, bullets not after no feds so ima just kick back and blaze my tree so I can stay free no boosie and you lookin childish loosie goosie, your girl nasty why the fuck she tryin to seduce me like how she thinkin she can get with me fuck no girl just give it a blow then your gone like a hoe let me count my dough then ill go and give the pipe a good ol blow.
My gun go blow while my homies blowin on that good dro and bangin yo hoe, I really mean bangin yo hoe nigga, payback like blacka blacka.
Murdera Murdera I just be killin em boy, this glock in my hand this aint no fuckin toy and if you mess with us you gon see the pain im gon enjoy.
Your hard very hard rollin down the boulevard, as im creepin your sleepin im on the pill, percocet, boy I wiped out your whole set, what now, your a bitch, just a snitch you wont be in a ditch no youll be in the police station, im assassin,and im blastin, I dont need no backup but if you could nigga I would suggest you back up before I light yo back up, 20 shot extended clip ridin and conspirin against you, unloadin on you, homie you dont have a clue, your in deep now there aint no escape, your girl doesnt scream rape its just my name, thats just how it is in the rap game.
Swag, homie you dont know what that be, and low key i be movin it by the key, im just tryin to kill them before they kill me them killers comin for me cuz they man scared and in that case they best be prepared, cuz homie I aint scared, this gat on my lap aint no plastic shit, this go pat pat pat when you frontin like a braud, all these niggas say they real, but thats just fraud.
Canada nigga we sellin them pills, opana, we blowin them trees, green party trippin like the popo when we blazin, got ya girl crazin for that dick sayin you aint shit yea see how I spit its sick so stay the fuck away before you see a hospital, bullet wholes, blood red, im derranged, crazed and I wont rest until your in your grave I am like insomniac, soon ill pave your grave, youll be gone and forgotten, all this Oxy Cotton in my system made me numb, cold blooded, yea im a killa and now that your gone im up in your girl, gonna cum, she screamin and fiendin for that dick like your mother with that crack pipe, but your girl blowin my pipe, all
That good dank up in the air smellin so good need febreze up on this bitch, and im so cold nigga I could freeze a bitch, you outta weed (what!) our zips always full, Taylor Gang, rollin planes all night with your hoe, blazin that kush up and your girl just want me to push-up, and not stop, like when my glock pop all you fools drop to the ground as the sound of that gat goes pat pat like you just a rat.
So I love art and especially darker poetry. I hate it when people tell me only I can control myself yet they tell me what to do. I love ballet and I fight alot. My knuckles have alot of scars, as do my arms, legs, shoulders and heart. I am a total contradiction. I love piercings and tattoos. I love nautical stars the most. My favorite color is red and then black. I don't care if black is considered a "shade" cuz tuh me it isnt. I love scene, emo, punk and lolita. I hate fakers and people who cheat. Oh and im 5'2 and a half!!
Current Residence: Somewhere in the world Favourite genre of music: almost anything,punk! Favourite style of art: modern, anythin that seems "out there" MP3 player of choice: purple Ipod nano with video camera Skin of choice: pierced or tattoo'd! Personal Quote: ' wow im bored', and ' wanna go check out guys?!?'
Favourite Visual Artist
Edgar Degas
Favourite Movies
Pretty much anything where guys with 6-packs take off their shirts!<3
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
eminem, dead kennedys,pink, mariana's trench, rihanna, lil wayne, lots others!!
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Tools of the Trade
anything i can get my hands on
Other Interests
music, dance, art, boys and my chihuahua! BALLET!!!!!
Im sorry for not being pretty...
im sorry for not being smart...
im sorry for being a bitch...
im sorry for everything...
im sorry for being me is all im trying to say,
but mostly for not being pretty...
Anorexia
[x] You hate your body.
[x] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[ ] You skip at least one meal a day.
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 5
ADHD
[x] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[x] You need attention 24/7.
[x] You aren't very shy.
Total: 7
Bipolar Disorder
[x]